And tonight, it happened.
Inspired by Stella Parks of the BraveTart blog, I bought a bag of almond flour and an oven thermometer and got to work. I drew tiny circles on parchment paper. I sifted sugar, cocoa, instant espresso, and almond flour together. I ran my poor KitchenAid for 10 minutes straight until my egg whites were indestructibly stiff. I folded the flours into the egg whites with nearly 40 strokes, terrified of deflating the batter. I piped the tiny rounds. I smacked the trays off of the counter four times. I sat eagerly waiting by the oven, flicking the light, amazed at what I had accomplished.
If I can make macarons today... I can only imagine what's to come.